Feels

People think they mean more to me than they actually do Do y’all think about me? because i don’t think you do You like the thought of being closer than we actually are And when you think about it, that gap is pretty far Overtime i think most people just grow apart Go their separate ways.. and go follow their heart I made a mistake going back, thinking it’ll be the same I’m more disappointed in my self, not thinking it’ll change I’m feeling strange trying to hold a conversation We aint got nothing in common, i think its confirmation We both were trying to holding on to the past Suppose to be forever, but forever never last I was drowning in a glass, trying to mask the anxiety I couldn’t look you in the face, when you fake smile at me That’s why i was just sitting there quietly I’ll tell you how i feel, but i’ll talk to you in privacy Yeah, all this awkward conversations and Ya know, people change, things change I've changed, so nothing personal Just got to move on, anyways so People only miss you when you’re gone You never cross their mind, when they got something going on Their disappointed in me, and I could careless I’ve always went through with no fear being fearless Never fearful, miss me with an earful And I don’t really care, so why should I be careful Why should I be cheerful? And Why have you in company Where were you when I need help, and lately, what have you done for me You know, really yo my minds blown No one ever visit me when i was in a different time zone Excuse me, except my little brother But that's blood, and blood is different from all the others That's how I feel, and even family, Is being funny It's like, hi, how you doing, and can I borrow some money This is why I'm so distance They're looking at me like, they can tell that things are different Yeah