Resentful

Why you say that Aw don't say that I can't be you know that Uh, I know my right from my wrong I know the good from the bad That's why my nights are long When writing these songs It helps me digest the bitter pill Can't sit still Cause My nerves never will, uh I've survived the flames I've endured the pain People dragging names Yeah I'll never be the same Feeling ashamed hiding In my civil war I think I need time Maybe just a little more, uh Nothing sometimes is too eventful I need time alone Sometimes Quinn is essential All these drunken nights Fist fights I feel resentful Sometimes I wish I could pull myself together And assemble I swear to God yo We will never rekindle Even if I'm burnt out I got to do this for my mental (For myself) I cut communication Once you sent them mixed signals And stopped searching for a sign When it became clear as crystal I think sometimes I'm too resentful and I just don't know what to do, yeah I think sometimes I'm too resentful and I just don't know what to do And when I look back at it all I was backed into the corner With my back to the wall They use to look up to me Now waiting on my downfall (Fall) I was one call away Now I'm ignoring them calls, uh (Them calls) And behavior is unbearable That's one of the main reasons why I'm no longer available I feel like I wasted too much time Too material If I ever make it out I swear it'll be a miracle But I think that I'm my own biggest enemy I don't want to face myself I don't have the energy You ain't got to feel bad Cause I ain't never Had the empathy But my souls so cold And my hearts black like ebony Some days I don't want to communicate Some days I don't want my problems to accumulate Some days I want to get away and just rejuvenate Some days I want to get high and just hallucinate Round around, round we go Around around around we go Around around around we go Around around around we go I think sometimes I'm too resentful and I just don't know what to do, yeah I think sometimes I'm too resentful and I just don't know what to do And that's just how I do things I'm just a stubborn Taurus With a bad case of mood swings No longer holding on I let go of like a few things My stomach was in knots I untie it like some shoestrings And being followed by a black cloud It's hard to get ahead When disappearing in the background I always been a fighter Never been the one to back down So ima keep fighting To the end of the last round Ya ya ya Yo uh Ja ja ja Jo Uh Ya ya yo Yeah Ja ja ja Jo Uh Ya ya ya Yo (Thanks for the inspiration) Ja ja ja Jo Uh Ya ya ya Jo Yeah Ja