Slipping

Yo, I've been through like Hell and back And I'm still standing Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling I gots to get up Get back on my feet So i can tear shit up Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling I gots to get up Get back on my feet So i can tear shit up Yo Uh They liked The old me, to be honest Before Pocahontas And before the broken promise Before I was the calmest Fore the future was shown Now I feel at home Locked outside my comfort zone, yo They see where Im at And their aiming stones But nobody wants to play with me In this game of thrones Changing their tones I rather be left alone I've broke some many rules I have no problem breaking bones, uh I once heard that time was a great healer And with all of my success I'm still reminded of my failures Being doubted feels familiar I still fog a mirror And things makes you stronger If it didn't succeed to kill ya Thorn rose Lord knows Look but don't touch That's just how the saying goes And I don't have a problem With having a problem Except when having problems Having trouble trying to solve em Look, everything that glitters ain't gold And even if it glitters after a while gets old I had the Devil on my shoulder Whispering in my ear Physically I was present But mentally I wasn't there Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling I gots to get up Get back on my feet So i can tear shit up Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling I gots to get up Get back on my feet So i can tear shit up Yo See I've been dealing with my demons At odds making it even Trying to figure out the meaning What I really do believe in See I'm a heathen Don't believe in a thing Because what I believe in Disappears and it stings Looking down at my ring With my face in the reflection Dying from depression I think I have learned my lesson Head full of questions That I don't have the answers to Thinking to myself Yo who you got to answer to? Not soul, you live and you learn When you play with that fire Sometimes you're going to get burned Ain't really concerned With all the casualties of war Cause i'm still standing here That's something i can't ignore I never been here before The feeling is unfamiliar Dying inside, the guilt will defiantly kill ya Yeah and I just want it to be over Pushing you away, when i really need you closer Uh, and I don't care who don't like me Still got to raise Parris Still got to raise Tykie Still got to live life Still sticking to my plans Still working on myself If you still don't understand Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling I gots to get up Get back on my feet So i can tear shit up Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling Can't get up Ayo I'm slipping Falling I gots to get up Get back on my feet So i can tear shit up Yo