No One Who I Can Call

My brother tells me I'm destined for greater things someday Okay…if I'll be such a big deal how come nobody's come back in time to kill me? I've been swipin' around, hoping the love of my life will turn and show their face It's hard to feel like anything I do matters anyway There's no one who I can call at any hour to cry or to scream I know that 'cause nobody's making those phone calls to me The internet tells me women like me don't often live past thirty-five I'm not sure I'm quite ready to leave this world behind I don't need perfection, I just want a connection and you by my side If you hold me through the darkness and don't treat me like a carcass, I think we'll be alright There's no one who I can call at any hour to cry or to scream I know that 'cause nobody's making those phone calls to me I woke up next to my old shedded skin And I don't think that she'd like to come here again Yes, I've spoken with people outside of myself But they've always been caught up with somebody else There are nights when the pain takes its toll Is it overrated to wanna feel whole? I saw her picture with somebody new I guess it's time I moved on, too