If You Could See Me Now

If you could see me now you'd be proud of me I understand why you wouldn't wanna be In my life, you were kind, I was cruel when you cared Swear I've changed, yeah I learned from the best If you could see me now you'd be proud of me I understand why you wouldn't wanna be In my life, you were kind, I was cruel when you cared Swear I've changed, yeah I learned from the best I think if you leave me alone that would be best You've been the sole cause of all my stress for some years Wonder why I left you why do you think it is? You need to learn to... you need to give me space yeah The intense pressure of your presence I can feel it Ever since I met you you pushed me to my limit I would like your face out of my face for a minute You don't respect my just get back in your place yeah If you could see me now You don't mean it I understand why you I don't need this In my life, you were kind, I was cruel You don't mean it Swear I've changed, yeah I learned from the best You need to give me space, yeah If you could see me now You don't mean it I understand why you I don't need this In my life, you were kind, I was cruel You don't mean it Swear I've changed, yeah I learned from the best Just get back in your place, yeah You think you're being sweet by singing songs in my ear You're proud of yourself that's basically all I hear You swear you've changed I swear you said that last year Only thing that's changed is now I know you're not sincere I let you have your say in every single decision Couldn't see my friends without your strict supervision And anything I say can be used as ammunition To keep me in my place lacking my pride and ambition If you could see me now You don't mean it I understand why you I don't need this In my life, you were kind, I was cruel You don't mean it Swear I've changed, yeah I learned from the best You need to give me space, yeah If you could see me now You don't mean it I understand why you I don't need this In my life, you were kind, I was cruel You don't mean it Swear I've changed, yeah I learned from the best Just get back in your place, yeah If you could see me now you'd be proud of me I understand why you wouldn't wanna be In my life, you were kind, I was cruel when you cared Swear I've changed, yeah I learned from the best If you could see me now you'd be proud of me I understand why you wouldn't wanna be In my life, you were kind, I was cruel when you cared Swear I've changed, yeah I learned from the best