memoir of a vampire

You made a beeline to my heart I swore we'd never grow apart You've moved me I thought I knew you from the start But days go by and nighttimes are what drowned me It's just habitual It's all ritual Now everybody tells about their days But they keep their nights a secret I only remember nightfalls When you've touched my heart and soul You forget me It's just habitual It's all ritual It's just habitual I've been alive for far too long baby It's all ritual You forget the nights and remember days I remember nights and forget days You throw away the nightmares Along with me cause I was there baby I live for every touch and shove and kiss and gaze you gift me in the moonlight I live for every memory of you falling to sleep by my side Guess I'll die Can't handle all this lately Guess I'll die We're in different timezones baby I Fear the cold sunrise There is where you lose me There is when I slip out from your hand We We live two different lives Can never take you with me You're free To run wherever you please I'm free To walk into a grave