Missed Call

Twisted guts can't run or hide, it feels just like you've died But physically you're still there I've cried and cried and cried, I've battled cold dark nights May I please just relax and be aware That you're not here right now But I can do the task, I'll love myself right now And that's a love that's gonna last No you're not here right now, but not for what I lack I love myself right now, and this is love that's sure to last I've dragged myself for umpteen years, pulled up from dreary depths I've been through livin hell, and I've garnered no regrets I've worried and I've stressed myself so much more than sick But in this moment I choose wise to burn a whole new wick Cause you're not here right now, but I can do the task I'll love myself right now, and that's a love that's gonna last No you're not here right now, but surely not for what I lack I love myself right now, and this is love that's sure to last I have a daily talk with that little boy in me It's not yours or anybody's fault, and a child could not see why But all the love they stashed inside, I'll bestow like the earth and her salt Yeah, you're not here right now, and you may not ever be But I will love that little child, this my soul can guarantee I'll grant him every wish, and most paramount of all I'll live my life in bliss when I answer that missed call