Being Me

I'm so used to runnin' from my feelings if it's negative Yeah, it's repetitive, but I should probably stay with it Everybody 'round me sayin' that they're happy and complacent Like, am I really the only one that's chasin' it? Chasin' it, embracin' it Instead of bottles on the table to replace it with I need some time from my mind, need some space from it, uh I've always been told When you're feelin' low, don't let it show But as I'm gettin' older I'm lettin' go what I used to know I've been climbin', nine-to-fivin' Tryna rest in peace Tell me, where's the silver linin'? I can't find it If I can't sleep Strapped into this roller coaster, when it's over I'm still feelin' lonely There's no easy way to say this Guess I need to be okay with bein' me Ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, oh-oh Ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, oh-oh (bein' me) Ever since I started lookin' in the mirror It killed the fear of never knowin' if I'll ever get a hold of it I'm not sayin' that it's easy, but believe me Once you're pointed in the right direction, you can finally roll with it Rolled with it, I noticed it When I finally hit the floor and didn't crawl from it Now I'm closer to the life that I'm supposed to live, uh, uh I've been climbin', nine-to-fivin' Tryna rest in peace Tell me where's the silver linin'? I can't find it If I can't sleep Strapped into this roller coaster, when it's over I'm still feelin' lonely There's no easy way to say this Guess I need to be okay with bein' me Ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, oh-oh Ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, oh-oh (bein' me) Ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, oh-oh Guess I need to be okay with bein' me (ooh-whoa, ooh-whoa, oh-oh) I've always been told When you're feelin' low, don't let it show But as I'm gettin' older I'm lettin' go what I used to know