Close Calls

I remember driving by your house like it was dangerous Now it's ten years later but tonight I'm on the same shit Leaning in my chair envisioning how I would change if I went down that road with you I shouldn't think but then I do, uh I slip when I I hit rewind Stay up all night Won't sleep 'cause I know it's been some time, yeah, it's been a minute Wondering bout your life and if someone's in it No, he won't ever know how many times I come close To calling up you 'Cause you live down the freeway but I don't visit Sometimes I pass your exit but I always skip it And you won't ever know how many times I come close To calling up you Got some memories I didn't ask for We would fall asleep watching movies Spilling both our drinks on the dance floor Makeup sex and ordering sushi And it's a little bit strange how little remains of all our inside jokes And I thought it would fade when I changed your name to numbers in my phone but I slip when I I hit rewind (rewind) Stay up all night Won't sleep 'cause I know it's been some time, yeah, it's been a minute Wondering bout your life and if someone's in it No, he won't ever know how many times I come close To calling up you 'Cause you live down the freeway but I don't visit Sometimes I pass your exit but I always skip it And you won't ever know how many times I come close To calling up you Calling you So close to calling up you Calling you So close to calling up you (Calling up you)