Feel Something

I got ideas in my head that make me get out of bed But I would rather lock my door Letting nobody in, but I still tweet a few things To get these feelings off my chest The illusion I'm fine should not be stuck in your mind Wish you could see what I see in the mirror Secretly want your sympathy I don't see what's in front of me, it's clear That I've got some real close friends We drink and smoke every night It's not gonna fix my sadness Even thought it does sometimes Oh, I know I can look real good on paper But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper To feel something To feel something I, I keep a grin on my face But it is surely a waste 'cause I don't feel the way I look There's messages in my phone I read so I'm not alone, but they don't validate my fear Of never being enough I got somebody I love, but they can't help the thoughts I have Secretly want your sympathy I don't see what's in front of me, it's sad 'Cause I've got some real close friends We drink and smoke every night It's not gonna fix my sadness Even thought it does sometimes Oh, I know I can look real good on paper But if I survive, I would jump off this skyscraper To feel something To feel something I know I can look real good on paper But if I'd survive, I would jump off this skyscraper To feel something To feel something To feel something