That's Why

I stand in line again Waiting for the band to play And he hates every word out of my mouth But listens to me anyway Thought I glowed for a little while Thought he liked my brain But I’m not all that pretty and I can see it in his eyes He doesn’t want me at his place After class, she’s a mess, get some rest You look really fucking tired I guess that’s cause I haven’t slept And it’s been a long while since I Felt like my eyes could finally see Like somebody actually wanted me You might think that’s stupid But in my mind it’s what it’s telling me Felt like you wanted to hold my hand I wanna talk to my friends again But I pushed everyone away I guess that’s why nobody stayed Im sorry if I say sorry a million times Im sorry that right now I just apologized I kind of have this tendency to think everyone hates me If you think it’s annoying you think of how much it’s fucking killing me After class, she’s a mess, get some rest You look really fucking tired I guess that’s cause I haven’t slept And it’s been a long while since I Felt like my eyes could finally see Like somebody actually wanted me You might think that’s stupid But in my mind it’s what it’s telling me Felt like you wanted to hold my hand I wanna talk to my friends again But I pushed everyone away I guess that’s why nobody stayed Felt like my eyes could finally see I never like the person staring back at me You might think it’s stupid I get it, it’s pretty stupid Felt like my eyes could finally see Like somebody actually wanted me You might think that’s stupid But in my mind it’s what it’s telling me Felt like you wanted to hold my hand I wanna talk to my friends again But I pushed everyone away And oh god if you could just please stay But I push everyone away I guess that’s why nobody stays