tiny talks

If I don't believe in faith Does that change the way that the sky looks down on me? If I can't convince myself of luck I've never won a raffle basket but I bought so many tickets And I don't think my dad's still here Maybe he just doesn't show up cause he knows I'm scared of ghosts And I don't think he likes my new songs anyways I know it's not the time to be scared But I can't help but hide when people stare Maybe they think I eat too many carbs and calories And I have all these expectations When I was six, I wanted forty different mansions Now I can't even rent an apartment I don't believe in 2nd chances I've given four, five, even seven People never really change And I don't think my dad's still here Maybe he just doesn't show up cause he knows I'm scared of ghosts And I don't even think he likes me anymore I know it's not the time to be scared But I can't help but hide when people stare Maybe if I sit down, the world will just stop noticing me And I have all these expectations When I was six, I wanted forty different mansions Now I can't even rent an apartment I know it's not the time to be scared But I can't help but hide when people stare I'm not doing what is best for me