without you (feat. Michael S. Ryan)

I thought that it'd be easier when I left The pain would stop and it would all be for the best But I don't wanna miss you still It's getting hard to choke down this pill I think about us all the time when you were here I'm lying when I say I'm fine and I'm holding back my tears Cause we were perfect together in our sweaters drinking tea at sunset Making plans for forever, any weather, or did you forget And don't you think I hope you miss me too I'm trying to define myself without you I found the video when I turned Twenty-Two You said that friendship mattered most, was that the truth But I don't wanna miss you still Who knew moving on would take such skill I think about us all the time when you were here I'm lying when I say I'm fine and I'm holding back my tears Cause we were perfect together in our sweaters drinking tea at sunset Making plans for forever, any weather, or did you forget And don't you think I hope you miss me too I'm trying to define myself without you I thought that it'd be easier when I left You're puttin' all my walls up to the test I don't wanna miss you still The glass of second chances is overfilled I think about us all the time when you were here Maybe losing all of you faced my biggest fears Cause we were perfect together in our sweaters drinking tea at sunset Making plans for forever, any weather, or did you forget And don't you think I hope you miss me too In some ways, I define myself: without you I realized that friendships are what matter most And your connections to other people So I hope that I'm always in your life cause you're my best friend And I hope your Twenty second year is the most incredible year And all your dreams come true