Confused

I'm so confused where am I supposed to go Which path should I take to allow my faith to grow Where're you at though the best time for you to show Just lead me to believe and show me were to turn I'm just tired of myself I just want to change now I am tired of all this pain Are you even here are you by my side All I ask is you lead me and be my guide Please do not leave me I am so confuse Please do not leave me I am so confuse Are you even here are you by my side All I ask is you lead me and be my guide Please do not leave me I am so confuse Please do not leave me I am so confuse I am lost why am I so alone Do you hear me I'm crying deep within my soul I'm alive but living in a mental whole The feeling of this pain it is detrimental Will you please save me from this deep abyss Don't betray me from a kiss Free my soul from evil and forgive my endless sins Are you even here are you by my side All I ask is you lead me and be my guide Please do not leave me I am so confuse Please do not leave me I am so confuse Are you even here are you by my side All I ask is you lead me and be my guide Please do not leave me I am so confuse Please do not leave me I am so confuse I'm done I'm finished please just save me I know you don't talk but let me hear you speak Whisper in my ear and recite your Holy Creed Free my soul of evil and let me be redeemed The light is in my eyes it's flashing through the night My dreams speak to me and you are finally by my side Your voice is in my ear hearing it I sing I cry That not all is set in this state of mind