Metallic

I'm crying, I'm crying, I'm living and dying And I wish someone could help me cause I can't take this denial and ah- I'm breathing, can barely tell that I'm breathing And I wish someone would love me enough to give me a reason and ah- Oh I can't find it within myself And I can't find it in someone else Don't know where to go, or who I would tell So I keep it close, and I stay Creeping, creeping, run it back Yeah I might lose hope, but I stay Dreaming, dreaming, run it back So I keep it close, and I stay Scheming, scheming, run it back Yeah I got no hope, but I stay Creeping, creeping, run it back I'm trying, I'm trying, I feel like I'm dying and uh (Yeah I don't feel misunderstood, but it's just like I) I'm crying, I'm crying, I can't stop from trying and uh (If you would just listen, then you know that I'm like) I'm trying, I'm trying, I feel like I'm dying and uh (There's nobody out there who wants to lend a fucking hand, it's just like) I'm trying, I'm trying, I feel like I'm crying and uh Well. I can't be sad forever, like At least I run shit, I got that going for me At least I got hits, I feel another coming They know I can feel the pressure, pressure But I know I can do it better, better But I know I can do it better, better