Handle

I'm tired of flying off the handle I'm sick of feeling like shit I'm trying to finish off this handle So I can numb a little bit Give me novocaine In a shot that I can kiss So I won't feel the pain When I wake up and you're to miss Whenever I hear from you I'm high as a kite But I don't know if that's on you or on me I've said goodbyes Too many times Wondering if I'm high Well do you want me to lie? I drank more than I could handle I bit off more than I could chew I don't know if I could handle Flying too close and melting because of you Icarus wouldn't back down So look at me now nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah I've said goodbyes Too many times Wondering if I'm high Well do you want me to lie? I've made mistakes Too big for my face to cover up I gave away My heart but now I'm waking up