Trust Issues

I got trust issues, I'm not trusting you Whatever you may do, is it for show or is It for me? I got trust issues, even without them should, I'd even trusted you? Played me for fool then Say you don't see. I don't usually talk about myself, but now At this time I cannot help it I keep going round With you I'm in deep, like You ain't the reason I ain't feeling complete. Tryna undo all of this hell what's happened To me I'll never tell, was too much to deal with personally If it weren't for God I would've fell completely I thought you really liked me, thought one Day you could wife me I know that all sounds stupid, but you made Me fall like Cupid These thoughts be oh so ruthless, I'm struggling To consume this You can't save me from myself I got trust issues, I'm not trusting you Whatever you may do, is it for show or is it for me I got trust issues, even without them should I'd even trusted you, played me for fool then Say you don't see Did you ever feel the way I felt Why am I even asking you won't tell If you don't want me why you treat me so sweet What's the reason in hiding your feelings Rolling with the punches see my stealth Letting go of you was hard enough Fighting future thoughts about you and me Without you in my future now it's looking lonely I need to stop assuming, cause loving you's confusing My every thought I move in, ain't nothing that I'm doing You make me fall in ruins, cause all I think is you and You can't save me from myself I got trust issues, I'm not trusting you Whatever you may do, is it for show or is It for me I got trust issues, even without them should I'd even trusted you, played me for fool then Say you don't see