I Believe In Ghosts

There's something in here with me Some clever stowaways that I can't see I hold my breath for that sweet relief I'm finding it hard to breathe I see these fuckers watching me I shift my tone and pretend it's gone I tell everyone I know that I've moved on I put a smile on, I pretend I'm strong When they see me, I see doubt Their staring gets unbearable I'm hunting for a time to checkout I'm never alone, I'm never safe But listen please, I'm serious I know that you're not hearing this Because I seem delirious But I'm not crazy But it mostly comes back at night One day I'll grow a spine, I'll kill the lights One day shake off this curse of mine I've got fear, I've got doubt I got no... They just don't believe when I say I'll be bright tailed and bushy eyed And one day I might get things right And I know that you think I'm lying I'm not crazy But I do believe in ghosts now