Sad Sack Blues

Woke up combustible again So I'll take the train to Bushwick Maybe hang out with Jenn Cause I can't just sit with my head So I'll say "let's stop in for one more," But that'll turn quickly to Drunk spitting out the most useless nothings Probably left better unsaid Stalling and falling behind Responding to old texts with the same prepackaged lines Like "my bad I just lost track of time" Or "sorry I haven't gotten back to ya It's been the longest damn Weak and tired just from doing nothing Can't lift myself outta bed Brain starts spinning, saying "all your friends hate you" No it's not just in your head I'm haven't been feeling no better I've been sleeping in and blaming the weather For why I've been feeling so cold I haven't been feeling no better Been staying up late and blaming my liver For all I can't seem to let go So I'll shake and sit awake for hours Thinking about how everyone I love's gonna leave So I'll send a bunch of texts that I'll probably regret in the morning I'm sorry for being so embarrassing Drunk spitting out the most useless nothings Probably left better unsaid Brain starts spinning, screaming "they all fucking hate you" And no it's not just in your head Maybe it's all in my head Guess I should've stayed in bed