Beautiful Scenery

Recently my mind has been confusing I'm feeling numb Oh how I hope this girl ain't using- Me; cause I fell too badly to be used I'm tired of wasting a few months and then being bruised What happened last time? That bitch was mentally sick She thought I had a long ass roster for my dick Sign your name down here if you wanna sit on it But hell nah I'm way too loyal for that type of shit I'm a sucka for love, I'd do too much for a girl But if Ion get appreciation I'm out of the room I'd write poems for a girl, even get her a huge pearl But accuse me of cheating and that is our doom Switched a girl to another really soon Now I'm happier than I ever was with that old bitch I didn't want her to get in my head and create a loon So I threw every single memory we had in an old ditch I wanna die but also f*ck my new shawty So how perfect would it be to die while we're fuckin I wanna take her on dates and do shit that's corny But also wanna shoot my brains out with a 50 AE Into my mouth and out from the back of my head That's the route the bullet flies and soon I'd be dead These are the dreams I'm having while laying in bed Thinking about the way my floor would be flooded with red Beautiful scenery, stains are spread out evenly And when I'm buried my grave will be covered with greenery Such a beautiful scenery, demons are waiting to take me And I'm waiting to go cause this world really did shake me No one would care if one star stopped shining That wouldn't stop people still finding- New stars every day cause there's plenty to share And soon there will be new stars where the old ones were