Lacrimosa

I'm trying to live my life, so hard to live it right That tearful day I was thinking like every night Please - end - my - life I - want - to - die My life has no meaning and nothing matters I could end my career and start getting fatter But why don't I do that I really don't know I'm miserable I think it's better to go I'm getting sleepy and I need some rest If you want sleep, eternal is the best- Type of sleep there is, so never wake up I need a new bed but I just have a buck Why even wake up when you're going back to sleep Don't wanna be awake I am counting my sheep Good - night - my - dear Don't - leave - from - here No reason to not leave so why should you not? Just to please others? That is just fucked up It ain't selfish if you don't desire anything else Why not do it if you don't wanna be like shells I'm still alive 'cause I'm waiting for hope Nobody would care even if I took dope I'm really thinking that it would be better If I was in Heaven safe from this weather I wanna be like Mozart when composing Requiem He died halfway and it got finished by other men I - will - not - rise From - my - grave - guys Seeking for my final destination I hope it's close to my current location I'm too tired to keep going on on this path Counting my days using elementary school math Goodbye cruel world I guess this is the end I don't wanna stay and I'm too bored to pretend I don't even care now where do I get sent Heaven or Hell both are better than this world that's bent