Rewinding

Rewinding my life back 'cause lately it's been kinda crazy I just fucked this girl that really did amaze me Then I dumped her two days after that, motherfucker just blame me and tame me 'Cause we fucked in a church in many new ways and I gave her my gravy So instead of marrying her and raising a baby we went from being holy to haily And I just want a hole in my head g Or then give me a whole lotta head b I might be suicidal and broken but you really don't have to protect me 'Cause my life is my life only That's none of your business so you should just start rollin' homie huh My depression is getting worse I lost my girl, I'm failing school and I'm tied to a motherfucking curse I wish there was a gear in life that was called reverse 'Cause I wanna change my life completely until it works Oh why couldn't my life have just been rehearsed 'Cause either my life just sucks really bad or I suck at living and it hurts But now I realize that I'll never be there for her when she squirts And I don't ever have to worry 'bout if she flirts 'Cause that's not my life either and those men are just perverts huh