aching (feat. spoder)

I've been chasing Immovable things that just won't budge Crying and faking The balance between the two are cut My skin is aching You're the reason for all of this blood I need to sit down I'm shaking Tell me why do I have to yearn for love I'll curl into a ball Crash my car in a wall Book my own funeral Baby you're my alcohol It's like I said, what? Countless times, I wanna end this shit I see your picture Hear your name Turn to a broken stitch She wanna follow But where will I go Gets hard to swallow The frog in my throat I know I gotta say it, hope I don't choke You're like an angel, hope you know it Girl you glow I've been chasing Immovable things that just won't budge Crying and faking The balance between the two are cut My skin is aching You're the reason for all of this blood I need to sit down I'm shaking Tell me why do I have to yearn for love Give me time and I'll be there I'll give it a month until you tell me it's not fair And to my folks I'll try my best to do you all proud I keep my head up but my body six feet deep in the ground Done did fold Don't lie Oh you get what you want (get get) How it walk Rest like I'm gon die Back to my old life Promise you I'll be fine Left the door open You were busy smoking See it in your eyes Oh I've been should've known it Happens every time Go find somebody that can treat you right love I'm sorry that I couldn't be the right one I've been chasing Immovable things that just won't budge Crying and faking The balance between the two are cut My skin is aching You're the reason for all of this blood I need to sit down I'm shaking Tell me why do I have to yearn for love