you're not alone

You come home thinking"why do I exist" You're scarred up from your legs to your wrist Oh dear That's the thirteenth time this year Broke too many promises Thoughts of thinking you're worthless Live your life in constant fear It's okay that you're grey Rainbows always fade away But they come back, and you know that And they always make someone's day You're breaking at the face You're losing too much weight You're holding your breath And you're stuck in your bed You'll starve yourself to death No one's on your side They're ignoring all your cries Struggle to get through the night You see the lights through the blinds They only care about you when you die People suck the life out of you That's why you gotta pick and choose I know it hurts, but you gotta heal soon Stare in the mirror, tell me, what do you see A vacant soul that's worth prospering You're not alone, don't you ever think that please You're worth the whole world to me