Ignored / Dark Hole

I just told everybody my feelings and like They just disregarded them Ignored them, you know? You know I mean I guess it really don't matter anyways, But to me it do Yeah, I know it really don't matter, But to me it really do matter I'm in a dark hole, looking for a ladder Sometimes, I think I don't matter Yeah, I know it really don't matter, But to me it really do matter I'm in a dark hole, looking for a ladder Sometimes, I think I don't matter Drinking Driving Don't know how I'm thriving Inside Hiding Demons that I'm fighting I'm shivering Pacing back and fourth, But I ain't saying a word 'cause I know you'll ignore Yeah, I know it really don't matter, But to me it really do matter I'm in a dark hole, looking for a ladder Sometimes, I think I don't matter Yeah, I know it really don't matter, But to me it really do matter I'm in a dark hole, looking for a ladder Sometimes, I think I don't matter In my system I can feel The only thing that's really for real These drugs These pills Really Might get me killed, But I love drugs and drugs love me I know I'm wrong, but I say it rightfully I just want to live it up 'cause I know we gon' die I'ma change it up, they gon' feel it worldwide Yeah, I know it really don't matter, But to me it really do matter I'm in a dark hole, looking for a ladder Sometimes, I think I don't matter Yeah, I know it really don't matter, But to me it really do matter I'm in a dark hole, looking for a ladder Sometimes, I think I don't matter