Misfortune

God is the word i should follow i heard I curse anybody that serves i swerve These preachers inside theses churches spreading lies inside the sermon Heads turning im spitting words this absurd this bezerk See If I burn who the f*ck is there to be concerned Head shot mother fucker another kill confirmed i learned That even the baddest can get murked Im not laughing imagine the damage that i do to these worms Man f*ck em kill em all they get what they deserve When i go to hell i already got me a cell reserved A table full of percs sticks dipped in the sherm Leaning with a cup of syrup word Whats for dessert Flash back through these memories Relate with this energy I let you see the damage you'll see once there was a better me Before the evils inside this world had started testing me Before i started thinking there was no drive left in me Drug dependency Life expectancy decreases Incidentally suicidal tendencies my weakness Dosing heavily its gonna be the death of me Don't believe it im a overdose And Nobodies even gonna fucking remember me Steadily declining mentally refining presently I'm combining These verses with purpose in perfect timing Currently im trying to stay alive im not lying Im cursed and I'm violent But what's worse is im worthless And i don't mind it Medicine gets prescribed im told im losing my mind Im falling so far behind that's fine im ending my fucking pain I keep it all inside at least until i decide where im draw me the line I guess im going insane Im a keep it all the shit inside at least until the day i decide where im draw that line I guess im just going insane