Bottled Emotions (feat. Bella Alubo)

Nuel asked me what's up with music how's it working out Speaking of which it's been a minute you put something out I've got thoughts that I pitched to my producer but he ain't made the beat so I'm guessing he ain't thought it out That's what I thought to myself but I ain't told him that Days later I'm writing a verse knowing that When there's life there hope in fact And since I let go and let God ain't nobody that could hold me back Hold me back you'll be losing your grip And if it's dating that you want lemme give you a tip Shawty said she want my heart I told her no disrespect but the best that I can ever do is give you a **** I know what I want I'm sposta believe I can have it Tryna make moves I swear it feels like I'm static Feels I'm going in circles Deep inside I'm feeling blue but is that is not enough reason or excuse to hit the purple Feel the pain feel the music let it touch you You're proud like a lion life can make you humble So much evil in this world I'm scared to let people In cause they say it's only those close to you that hurt you Imagine that then get what I'm about to say Before tomorrow comes cherish what you have today I'd do anything I could to make my father stay now I'm calling my mama to tell her happy Father's Day So much uncertainty anxiety it's tough for me I'm striving to be outstanding I'm battling mediocrity I.m reckless with the money a bunch of misplaced priorities But on the outside I'm fine bottled emotions Nobody really cares about your emotions That's why most times I bottle my emotions It's tearing me apart I'm trying to keep it intact I pop the bottle open can I pour you a glass When life give me lemons I pour me a glass When life throw me shots I sip some fast Popping bottles but emotions bottled inside My minds a cage where a thousand thoughts reside Sometimes I feel maybe I'm probably psychotic Cause I'm in my room acting high but I don't do narcotics My screws is lose I'm going nuts I need to check my mechanics Bleeding on the track cause my heart's hemorrhagic Worried bout the future when I go blow Worried bout graduating wanna get out of school Worried bout my love life cause things been rocky I don't mean to be cocky but the nigga forgot he's lucky Times been tough still we mind our biz Your girl's tough too you can ask Marquiz All through rough times and all through commotion I keep it like a G still bottled emotions