Gutted

I'm grounded Yet I feel impounded I'm ruined alone My brother's at home yet we're still separate Moms embarrassed Stuck in control I've lost all control And I can't even cry anymore Wouldn't care if I just died on the floor I'm gutted Counting up the days since the start My heart Beating out the front of my chest Am I dead yet? There's nothing that I can do I can't even walk around I can't even bike around town Without her freaking out So I'm still separate She's embarrassed Stuck in control I've lost all control And I can't even cry anymore Wouldn't care if I just died on the floor I'm gutted Counting up the days since the start My heart Beating out the front of my chest Am I dead yet? There's nothing that I can do