Beautiful Again

I thought you was my friend So I was hunted by my love for you once again I felt weakness in my heart Just looking for strength I had to learn to find love I'm beautiful again I had an ugly phase I'm trying to find my way through another maze I had to pay just to be the boss with high hopes of staying I see my dreams delaying, I'm a shooter with consistent thoughts of spraying Ayo, I'm trying to see the sun, my skies are filled with grayness Hustling for a payment Comparisons the robbery of joy these niggas playing I'm so cool, I Go-ku, I'm a super saiyan Throw a fire at a canvas, nigga, I've been Painting Swear my brush on insane shit I see the fire spreading crazy A small spark can't amaze me I tell these labels, f*ck you, pay me Funny how they try to play me Like I'm living through the 80s, BBSs or Mercedes And Gucci vests is on my ladies GG chests looking crazy Hoe don't mess with mama baby I plot on elevated moves, bitch, I got a groove I spot it, then I got it, oouu oouu ouu Cause lately I've been in tuneee With the stars and the moonnnnn With the stars and the moonnn I've been alone for days I feel my mind slipping to a state of rage I'm trying to flip through pages in a weird chapter of my life They see I'm far from basic Walk with platinum cages on my Asics Just bought some toys for my son, but son, I'm nothing to play with I hold a God's wisdom, far from what my age is Feel like I've been trapped on Earth for ages My conscience jumping stages, I'm in a matrix trying to escape it Cause sickness plaques the minds that's caged in Getting high without waving, stepping heavy when I'm pacing Swear I look like God's favorite, history is in the making Yeah, so the risk is what I'm taking I thought you was my friend So I was hunted by my love for you once again I felt weakness in my heart, just looking for strength I had to learn to find love, I'm beautiful again Yeah, I thought you was my friend, so I was hunted by my love for you once again I felt weakness in my heart, just looking for strength I had to learn to find love, I'm beautiful again Now, I'ma find love again In fact, I am love I am the love I got And the love I didn't receive, combined F*ck with me My heart is pure, my scars gone scab But I'ma get back up