Forget Me

Yeah, it's like I'm trapped in a paradox man Trynna find some clarity, yeah Lost in my thoughts and none of it's clear Some of It's sad and some of it's cheers Some of it's love and some of It's fear A whole lot of pain I'm really in tears Like what do I do, where do I go Who do I tell, do they already know I feel like a fraud but it never shows I wonder what happens if I get exposed Just trying my best to learn how to cope But I'm dying inside, I'm losing my hope My works are genuine but does it even matter If everyone sees how I'm broke Like why am I hurting lord, what is the purpose It's hard to move towards you without being nervous Cause everything says what I've done makes me worthless And I let you down so do I deserve it All of the hurt and the pain Anxiety, the guilt and the shame I'm not at the place you want me to be But do you have patience to wait What is wrong, what is right What is dark, what is light It's all blurred, I'm just trynna see With half vision sight I need an answer to know for certain Why would you promise me things that you promised me When you know what's behind the curtain Why would you choose me the way that you use me When you know everything that's working Yeah I guess your grace is sufficient You told me but I never listened Now I love my life as a witness Devil go hard trynna steal my joy Earplugs in, I don't hear no noise Little too late cause I made my choice Jesus here, he gon' fill my void Devil go hard trynna steal my joy Earplugs in, I don't hear no noise Little too late cause I made my choice Jesus here, he gon' fill my void I think on the past I'm really reflecting He stayed here, no he never left me Crossing up satin, I'm hitting my hesi Cause God had my back even when it was messy Big love, yeah it's been a blessing Jesus in the cut, stop stressing It went to his plan, he's getting me ready Even in sin he didn't forget me I know I can reach back Had to run back around, run a mean lap The devil on my cause, had to beat that God's in control, don't you know I'm a winner Satin is just a tool Trynna take me out, make me drown in a pool Life guard came and taught me how to swim Took all the god and the bad he use I can count on God, he gon' pull me out Bring the angels in, send the shooters out Got enough when I got his grace Live my life trynna seek his face And I got some problems, give it to him Washed in his blood, he's cleaning my sins Got a fresh start when I begin Roar of the lion, sleep in the den Devil go hard trynna steal my joy Earplugs in, I don't hear no noise Little too late cause I made my choice Jesus here, he gon' fill my void Devil go hard trynna steal my joy Earplugs in, I don't hear no noise Little too late cause I made my choice Jesus here, he gon' fill my void I think on the past I'm really reflecting He stayed here, no he never left me Crossing up satin, I'm hitting my hesi Cause God had my back even when it was messy Big love, yeah it's been a blessing Jesus in the cut, stop stressing It went to his plan, he's getting me ready Even in sin he didn't forget me But by the grace of God I am what I am And his grace which was bestowed upon me was not in vain But I labored more abundantly than they all Yet not I but the grace of God which was with me 1 Corinthians 15 and 10, yeah