It's Me

If I could run away (if I could run away) To some distant place (somewhere far away) I could numb all the pain (I could self medicate) But it all would stay the same (nothing would change) Cause the problem lives in me (and it's still alive) Something I gotta face (no I can't hide) Cause peace comes from within (it comes from inside) Isn't something you could chase (search around to find) I blamed the situation, I blamed the circumstances I even blamed God although he gave so many chances And now I sit and think, it's so clear to see It's me, it's me If I blame everyone else (cast all of the blame) For why I'm not doing well (why I'm still in chains) That's the story I could tell (the game that I could play) But it wouldn't save me from myself (couldn't shield me from the pain) Cause I self sabotage everything I've got Yeah, I've made life so hard, it's me, I'm the cause Lord please make it stop, these suicidal shots Stab myself in the heart then cry "I've gone too far" I blamed the situation, I blamed the circumstances I even blamed God although he gave so many chances And now I sit and think, it's so clear to see It's me, it's me (It's my fault) it's me, it's me (It's my fault) it's me, it's me (It's my fault) it's me, it's me (It's my fault) it's me