Never Certain

I thought I knew just what I wanted I must be mistaken or maybe I'm faking it The path ahead is never certain Don't go looking for purpose You'll only feel worthless You tell me to be patient Your heart will be your guide Just dwell in our existence Be thankful you're alive Alive alive But am I really living Or just lost in the motion There must be something I'm missing I'm telling you now That I can't get it right But still I try Looking back at where it all started Was a man on mission I never could listen in The path ahead was never certain Was never certain You wish I'd pay attention I swear I try my best My mind keeps spinning circles The chaos in my head is alive But am I really living Or just lost in the motion There must be something I'm missing I'm telling you now That I can't get it right But still I try Everyday it seems a little harder to think With all the noise inside of my head Pressure it starts building up I'm so anxious I keep losing my breath Everyday it seems a little harder to think (Don't hold your breathe hoping someone pays attention to this) With all the noise inside of my head (Don't hold your breathe why do you care if they're listening) Pressure it starts building up (hold your breathe hoping someone pays attention to this) I'm so anxious I keep losing my breath (Don't hold your breathe hoping someone pays attention to this) Everyday it seems a little harder to think (Don't hold your breathe hoping someone pays attention to this) With all the noise inside of my head (Don't hold your breathe why do you care if they're listening) Pressure it starts building up (hold your breathe hoping someone pays attention to this) I'm so anxious I keep losing my breath But am I really living Or just lost in the motion There must be something I'm missing I'm telling you now That I can't get it right But still I try