fed up interlude (feat. Colé)

You okay girl? Girl I'm just so sick of these niggas Lemme tell you what happened Alright, I'm listening I enjoyed his company so much that I accepted anything from him I took him back so much that my feelings for him began to fade In the beginning It was all good A fair trade But then he opened my eyes and when I prayed for God to remove my enemies He brought me more trouble Ignoring the signs I ended up alone Clearing up the rubble Feeling foolish about how subtle he was about being a f*ck nigga.. (Damn) How could I miss a flaw like that? How could I just let him keep coming back after the first realization? This wasn't my first go round Definitely not my first fucked up relation So I had no business staying there (F*ck that nigga) Stagnant in a place where I felt so mishandled So misunderstood Feeling so unsafe in his space A place where I should have felt protected (Exactly) So unseen My higher self had to wake me out of the dream of him being who I wanted him to be Trying to mold him into a man that could please me was exhausting I was finally fed up