Slight Depression Interlude

You ever felt like your heart was ripped out your chest You went to giving up hope from trying yo best Ever felt like, nothing you did was good enough Everything that you tried to do was a mess Or you was always wrong and never right You even contemplated on giving up life You ever felt like yo back was against a wall And everyone that you hit up, didn't answer the call You ever felt like breathing was just too much for you Ever burden you came across, it just stuck with you Ain't no way to escape or shake away feelings Got you questioning God, why is you even living If depression was an image It would be the lowest moments of my life I really had to witness Like, watching my aunt up in that kitchen Baking soda on the stove, just to provide a way of living And they ask me, how am I different Cause I done been through what they talkin' about, just chose not to live it Look, train of thoughts be the sickest I'm in a battle with my heart and my mind and no ones winning