Bite My Lip Off

On nights like this I can't concentrate It takes just one miss And I bite my lip, oh And I bite my lip off Water on my face and I'm back on again But the words get tangled I'm strangled up in my head Just give me one more try All the conversations fizzle out and meet dead ends And I'm not sure anyone here wants to be my friend I'm so deep within myself I'm 17 again Ooh-oh I should've stayed home On nights like this I lack self esteem It's like everyone can see me But no one really knows why Did I get an invite? A cigarette break sounds like paradise right now But I've been two years dry I'll just inhale the smoke you blow out And hope that doesn't count All the conversations fizzle out and meet dead ends And I'm not sure anyone here wants to be my friend I'm so deep within myself I'm 17 again Ooh-oh I should've stayed home I'm so tired of living in my head Last years chipping away at my confidence Lying 'wake thinking of who I will create Then I'll introduce myself Re-introduce myself all over again It doesn't matter, it never does We're all just bulletins on my dream journal Forget about this, forget my name Dust settles and I will move again Oh I will move again It doesn't matter, it never does The friends not made are the friends I trust Forget about me, forget I'm gone I'll think of you when I next break down