Exhaustion (Running)

One, two I've been running myself to the brink of exhaustion I've been running in my tracks looking at the things I can't change I've been staring in the mirror talking to the walls Looking at the long list of missed missed calls I've been feeling really crazy trying to fix myself Need a remedy but I'm going off the rails Running myself to the brink of exhaustion Tired of the pills that I take to feel endorphins Doing every little thing to help myself But I grind my teeth till they fall right out Swimming in circles and I'm losing my mind Slipping through the cracks and I'm walking a fine line Pushing myself to the limits of life But I won't let the darkness take my light Putting my shame in a box on the shelf So sick and tired of not feeling well I'm so sick and tired of looking online At people that I'm not cause I wanna be myself Running myself to the brink of exhaustion Tired of the pills that I take to feel endorphins Doing every little thing to help myself But I grind my teeth till they fall right out Running myself to the brink of exhaustion Running myself to the brink of exhaustion I'm putting my shame in a box on the shelf So sick and tired of not being myself