Baby Showers

This shit I worked for, you can't never take it's from within They done tried to make me fall, tried to make me break, tried to make me bend But they ain't cause I'm on ten Walked around with that same clothes, getting joked on by my friends What the f*ck you mean, this shit ain't pain nigga?, I done been through hell I done figured out how to be a man, I ain't have no father here In that dark room all alone nigga, I ain't have nobody body I know bout that shit, she pop that pussy, Ion want your body, body Keep you got it, you need it, not me And I'm making this song while I'm out on the street Controlling the bottom, I'm far out of reach, but I feel a lot of things I can't see With my eyes open, I'ma get it for sure, and I'm not joking Criss cross on the floor with my eyes open, sun up, sun down til the time over I'ma get it, my story not written, it's here if you willing, to get it My story rewritten, I'm reborn, let's throw baby showers, come on This shit ain't come over night, had to put in that work again and again If you my friend, and then I'm bound to give a hand, I wanna see you win Everything I done been through, know I remember Manipulation tactics, how you treat your family members huh? I done shed tears, this shit like thunderstorm nights, I told God, this my last life I know, I know, Irma get it right, tryna find the stars up in the sky Been slayin' demons, battle nexus Highschool they laughed at my grades, like bitch, I'm goin' through depression But now I'm goin' through progression, gang They done tried to test my spirit, I came out every time I know how to work that bag, control that bag, I want every dime I taught myself how to walk through the storm, like bitch I'm Mr 5 Independence resilience that I gained, that some take years to find I be fightin' like a soldier, like a fucking titan Each challenge I had became a fuckin' lesson in self-reliance This a single cup Styrofoam, never had nobody to lean on I solved my problems a thousand times, I got it for real just leave me 'lone In that dark room all alone nigga, I ain't have nobody body I know bout that shit, she pop that pussy, Ion want your body, body Keep you got it, you need it, not me And I'm making this song while I'm out on the street Controlling the bottom, I'm far out of reach, but I feel a lot of things I can't see With my eyes open, I'ma get it for sure, and I'm not joking Criss cross on the floor with my eyes open, sun up, sun down til the time over I'ma get it, my story not written, it's here if you willing, to get it My story rewritten, I'm reborn, let's throw baby showers, come on