Letter To My Past

What the f*ck I look like quitting, letting that sad nigga down? He 17, in his closet wantin' to blow his brains out His girl don't treat him no good and she don't do as she should Say every day is a fight he just wan' take his own life But he don't know he the light, manipulated all life He throw his faith up in Christ but he don't know he a God Don't understand how he feel trying to express it through the songs But they just take it as a tune, they don't really know what time he on He was crying out for help but everybody was Ray Charles I say youngin' love yourself and one day you'll be livin' large You don't even need no help, all this junk just for a reason Walk by faith and not by sight sometimes you might not even see it Strugglin' to be a man, he got no father in this life Growing envy for the ones who tell him act like a man, They had a father in their life But youngin' this that shit that make you different Nigga go harder cause you had it harder Your whole life you playin' catch up Now go so far and make these niggas catch up That ain't the L that's the lesson if you mess up Be fully accountable in what you do, live with your chest up Hold on just say this right now "All the ones who left up out my life, they won't completing me" "All the ones who left up out my life wasn't on my frequency" And all the ones who up who, talkin' down on you cause what they see in you They see you got a chance to bloom, they tryn' make sure it never happen Get in your bag, f*ck that shit, matter fact become the baggage Make a bloody painting from all of the blood on that dagger That they stabbed you with Be who you want don't let nobody say who you is