Understand Me

I hate to take you in this pain I'll let you step inside my brain Text hit my phone, say what you doing? Wanna tell them I've been crying, but would I be less than a man? I hope you understand this pain I hope you understand this pain Sometimes it's hard for me to open up, I don't wan talk sometimes On God, I don't like talking sometimes When this pain cut deep like the deep blue sea As I try to understand my feelings, I hope you understand me You probably won't, I barely understand me (Just at times) She say I'm weird, you just don't understand me and how I'm livin I live the life just like a soldier, ain't no surprise that I'm different Stood in the rain and gained all this pain, I don't expect no one to get it Year 22, I was filled with the blues, hurricane in my house, I ain't even make the news Year 23, I was focused on me, I was moving like Buddha, trying to find me some peace Year 24, it's a whole new creation, Mr. 500, Arrived on location When they judge me, I ain't never gonna say shit, this that 500 vibration Laying outside, all in the grass, watching the clouds pass Never knew all the knowledge that I gained, Would leave me an outcast Ankh on my finger, bushido my arm, I stand for the shit on my body So I kick it alone, barely pick up the phone, cause I don't really fit in with nobody Text hit my phone, say what you doing? Wanna tell them I've been crying, but would I be less than a man? I hope you understand this pain I hope you understand this pain Sometimes it's hard for me to open up, I don't wan talk sometimes On God, I don't like talking sometimes When this pain cut deep like the deep blue sea As I try to understand my feelings, I hope you understand me Watching the movie Wonder and I feel him You can't fit in when born to stand out In that fire, I ain't looking for handouts Lift up my chin, and I say I'm a man Elevated on rank and I came with a plan Devil sit on my shoulder, I cut off his head Visionary leader, I ain't doing no playing I hopped out that water, put foot on the sand It's Mr. 500 bonafide, Mr. G. I. D. that's get it done by any means You know I ain't got no enemies, it's me versus me But aye, Pain is just like the deep blue sea Calm on the surface, but it run deep when most people won't see But just like the sea you always rise No matter how many waves try to pull you down It's 500 Gang