i don't love you

Honestly I like you I would've said I love you but We're not there yet My time with you is like I gamble you know A bet Sometimes I wonder how life would Be If I Went back to when I was Younger I I I sometimes stop and stutter Because Your flaws they mesmerise me With a dash of Colour It's weird because flaws are meant to Make you bad But to me they make me Glad I've been battling depression and that's Why I'm sad I try my best so you and I can invest Time In our relationship but my best Just isn't Enough all I want to do Is Impress you not Make your life a mess It's easy to talk But Putting the work to Test isn't as easy as I Guessed There's a lot I can't take a lot a I can't Bare Our relationship is like my father you Know He was never really there But mize me I just another broken kid With Pen Writing poems to ease my Pain Poetry club My love is not an aesthetic girl I'm Done Being faithful and you're the one To blame You've brought a ton of Shame Upon my Life And there's no looking back. I lost you I lost you forever