My Golden Year

This right here my golden year My-my golden year This right here my golden year My-my-my golden year This right here my golden year My-my golden year This right here my golden year My-my-my golden year In 2010, I thought I was the coldest Rhymes start to get noticed My girl just did me bogus, gone no prior notice Now I got no place to stay, got a kid on the way How the music gone keep me focused? But instead of backing down, I started to chop down A whole bunch trees, chain smoking Can't pick up the Pace with no money on my card All alone like a fuckin ace of hearts I just need to get me a job, so tired of fighting with my mom But she don't understand me no, no Her only son gon have a family soon so I understand why she so pissed at me, me Cuz the f*ck ups are supposed to stop with me But somebody need to let her know, that his story don't rewrite history No backspace, ctrl alt delete, I spend my time trying to win at the cost of sleep See I don't rest no Snorlax, bust shots better duck like Aflac Pay my dues so I want more than half back Guess you get paid to be a pussy like Kat stacks I'ma loser aiming high so when I come down I gotta relapse From track to track, I run and don't look back I'm showin my ass and yo crack is wack it's my year This right here my golden year My-my golden year This right here my golden year My-my-my golden year This right here my golden year My-my golden year This right here my golden year My-my-my golden year Drop my first tape in '07, City did like 8 of them beats Haven't heard it since that upload bar said my tape was complete It was 5 out of like 10, I was workin toward bein weak A new level I thought I had reached, like Vegeta hittin his peak I'm giving victory speeches, when I should've been speechless Warm seat on the bleachers, trying get in the game just to compete With the emcees that I study when I should be sleepin Tried to test the water from the deep end Til I drowned in the downers and drinkin F*ck what's in your cup let me overflow I'm addicted to the high but I'm in love with lows Cause that's the shit that made me... I know it drives me crazy... So I'm gon keep on blazing my weed... Til my eyes low like a kid from Beijing... I apply a lot of pressure to my wounds Hoping to see a sign of whats comin soon But that spotlight don't shine in my room Like the sun don't shine on rappers that ain't goons I heard I wont be shit I'm so uncool But I just cant embrace being a coon I guess y'all gon wait til my waves a monsoon And I'm wearing water wings hope you die in my pool It's my year This right here my golden year My-my golden year This right here my golden year My-my-my golden year This right here my golden year My-my golden year This right here my golden year My-my-my golden year