Feel So Bad

People be testing my patience, like I ain't sentient Give it all you got and kindness gets seen as weakness I'm aiming at my goal I'm gon bullseye, the center roll, uh F*ck all the screeching and reaching, I'm preaching, I'm teaching Take a listen with your ear, might be blessed with something severe When I'm talking - everybody hears, and it appears to me That ain't everybody get to be what they once was indeed Visualize and you will start seeing, just don't get altitude sickness When you on your rise, after u been conceiving - don't fall off the edge, being too busy With business, too busy looking at the richness delicious that's empty yet I bet, on my life cause only once I had a chance Nevermind how much fell, I still took the stance They bordered up the fences, I fucking row through them All they do is put they two cents in, I don't know what's wrong with them F*ck all the boss talk I took too many losses I'm planning big im toasting I'm running lit, just boasting I feel so bad, lord forgive me for all I do I had to do it I got me that - hope you bless me my pursuit Sometimes you forgive too much Sometimes you trust too much Sometimes believe too much Then your head is littered with a bunch of bullshit, Brush it off, that's what they try to trash you with Everyday I been dreaming, instead of taking action If you manage it today - you will do the small fraction But day by day you been scheming, cooking up your plot And now the wall is built up, you can put an end to a dot Go out and venture, don't let anyone get ya They'll wet ya, they'll test ya, and once they see you up They suddenly shut up, funny now they want something from your cup Money, power - it all made them change, now hold up Don't act like you was there when u wasn't Fake imbeciles like you - I got a dozen Bunch of suckers seeing me is what they wanna be Too stuck up, too bitchy, too stinky for D F*ck all the boss talk I took too many losses I'm planning big im toasting I'm running lit, just boasting I feel so bad, lord forgive me for all I do I ain't got nothing more to add - hope you bless me my pursuit Ice cold, iced out, iced tea, what the hell Chronic's rolled, cashed out, puffing trees spit and tell Ice cold, iced out, iced tea, what the hell Chronic's rolled, cashed out, puffing trees spit and tell Ice cold, iced out, iced tea, what the hell Chronic's rolled, cashed out, puffing trees spit and tell