Reconciliation

(Oh say sorry say say sorry say say sorry say ay oh) Too many tears Too many tears shed How you making me uncomfortable In the comfort of my own bed I don't see it(the the the) The power that you claim to have over me After all this time I really don't see it Matter of fact Only effect you had on me was all the names you called me running through my head Like a toddler Same kid I felt I was when I was begging for your attention Felt I was an object cus of one word that you mentioned Promiscuous? How you gonna call me that? Don't tell me it slipped out your mouth when I was trying my best to be good for you Man I guess you thought that I was never really good for you They told me it was premeditated You said it ain't true It don't matter now cus I'm here I'm here Oh! And I'm not saying I'm the greatest Self expression got me feeling dumb but still the bravest I called one last time to let my tears fall for the last time Reached the verge of death when I fell from flying way too high Shoutout to the niggas that push me down when I was already low So the only place I could go was up This is my apology to Qxiin Baby girl I'm sorry This my reconciliation. Got pen and that paper Wtiting a letter To my older self I'm hoping she better Hoping she badder She got that wealth I know that she's real Expressing her feels No care in the world Forget all the people who made you unsure about your worth They ain't gonna say sorry Sorry to break to you but they got pride And it's shooting for the sky Reach for the stars cus you know they're so much higher Yeah Reach for stars cause I know I'm some much higher I learned to trust myself cause this world's creating liars I'm only getting older yeah i'm only getting to the plot Always looking for myself like my name is not the light Man I know I'm making it out that's why I never talk a lot Living in a world where they act like people that they're not (Ay) I'm not fighting I'm just gathering my thoughts Seeking reconciliation, I'm not saying I'm the greatest And I'm not saying I'm the greatest Self expression got me feeling dumb but still the bravest I called one last time to let my tears fall for the last time Reached the verge of death when I fell from flying way too high Shoutout to the niggas that push me down when I was already low So the only place I could go was up This is my apology to Qxiin Baby girl I'm sorry This my reconciliation Don't you dare lose yourself again This my reconciliation Don't you dare lose yourself again This my reconciliation Don't you dare lose yourself again Oh this my reconciliation Don't you dare lose yourself again