If I'm Honest

If I pop a bean I'm doing my thing I turn to machine When I'm on one I ride through the streets I turn on a beat My mind on repeat With these moments I think about Doing them dirty Think bout what Imma do When in my thirties They legally blind They can't see the vision I said you can see though Them bitches said barely I hit one freak one time That's all fine I don't want no problems I hit the same freak five times Five nights in a row Slow ya roll Now I got one Why go so hard When the road so long Not a one end in sight Lemme perfect this Show you how to get this Won't go gentle Into the night Goodnight Sleep tight Oh oh oh oh Alright Right I'm gon be alright I'm gon be ok Ay I'm alone in the night For the rest of my life It don't feel too right To be honest with you Baby I'm rich when I wake Then I'm broke by the night Would you stay by my side If I'm honest honest with you with you You talking like GOAT You ain't been on the farm And it's obvious You say you move surgical Lowkey precise But your life is a mess Why you botching it I'm lowkey a hermit I'm hurt But when I'm on my own I stretch and I meditate Train me up for the day I won't have option I might have to stop them From trying to stop me And box me in Bitch I'm a god Human flesh fit Fit check Don't get me wrong If you guessed I was depressed Bitch you dead on Put that on my mom Man I'm grown Really growing Set it up Knock em down Mise en place Cause and effect I'm affecting the cause Whether I want it or not I'm a boss I feel it in me Like I feel my heart I used to overdose Over do everything Overdue books I was stacking up knowledge That's literal paper That turned into paper That little blue Franklin That fit in my pocket I don't dream about it I know how to take it I'm alone in the night For the rest of my life It don't feel to right To be honest with you Baby I'm rich when I wake Then I'm broke by the night Would you stay by my side If I'm honest honest With you with you