Try Hard

If I said I love you Then I meant it Don't deny it I wasn't lying Even if it was the worst of times I know I'm bearable sometimes What a try hard Screaming why god And I wish I knew back then What I know now I understand what it mean To grow down I couldn't stand myself On the low Now gimme a hand I'm not perfect But I want to be For you and me What a try hard Screaming why god Please don't tiptoe around that subject Ask me what's up and I'll hit ya with sub text Give you the four one one no suspense My heart one O one Is the class you want To be in You'll see me Right up front With a blunt and a coffee I know how to listen I'm practicing talking Say what I feel I get choked up often Around you don't wanna drown you In Disappointment Only think about you when I'm recording No you can't complete me I can't force it Don't wanna be needy Or be boyish twenty five now Only getting older world and my heart Keep getting colder try to be kind Through all this hardship It's the only way I can fight the darkness Fight the darkness