Love Vs. Lust (Interlude)

I din slipped up and got whipped up off a dick suck This chick on the side has got my mind twisted it's just The time I'm spending with her is conflicting with my home life Not coming home at night to my wife is doing wrong right I know it is a grown man on some kid shit Not taking care of business chilling laid up with my mistress Blocking out the guilt I feel for hurting the one that loves me With ounces of gin and beer I'm trifling and so disgusting Because I know that intoxication can only make the situation worse F*ck up my judgment and have me put the other woman first Sucker for lusting bumping and grinding Only thing I think about is trying to knock out the lining Of my lady friends chocha strong stroking on the sofa Fap fap skeet I doze off then wake up with my clothes off She's naked too get up cook some breakfast food While she's doing that I'm laid-back thinking about my reckless moves I'm such a selfish dude Neglecting the precious person that's there for me when I'm hurting She always helps me through my tough times But now my sunshine's eyes are drizzling Before I know it should be colder than a gust of winter wind Then what I'm out of luck stuck by myself Yeah I got my slutty butt but that's the bottom shelf Won't win my love because the one I love has got the belt Used to refuse to lose it but all this abuse has got her health Declining ready to throw in the towel She used to stay shining but I ain't seen her glow in a while And now that she din found out I been hoeing it's wild I'm always frowning and don't know when to smile