Not How I Say Goodbye

I know you're gone and it's been a minute Too much, too late and the page is ripping All eyes turn twice To see me tonight Four folks lost homes and their things were in it We're not that bad, nothing's really missing It'll test your map Where you going tonight? I would never go and ask you to stay I would rather roll and take my chances Something new that's gonna pull me awake And fear, there's always something Twenty's talk is gonna sweep you all away Looked around and I don't feel like diving If I'm gonna go it's not gonna be a shallow grave I'm running hard but not from fear of dying Why? It's not how I say goodbye You're wrong, it's been a minute I bite my tongue and some fingers with it Blame back's off track Don't need it tonight 10 speed, no weeds, anything can trip it The nail hits home Are you gonna fix it? Stand straight, smile face Or let it shift you tonight I would never go and ask you to stay I would rather roll and take my chances Something new that's gonna pull me awake And fear, there's always something Twenty's talk is gonna sweep you all away Looked around and I don't feel like diving If I'm gonna go it's not gonna be a shallow grave I'm running hard but not from fear of dying Why? It's not how I say goodbye Bystander watching with a stake but will sit and wait for An invite to voice a thought But it turns into a downpour I know I'm down, it's been a minute Didn't need your touch with no time to spin it Take a walk, take a breath Or get a new one tonight Find a place, grab a chair, stand if you wanna I won't sit back staring in a corner With a smile showing guts I'll lean into it tonight You think I'm weary, head down Still getting over But I'm feeling like California I would never go and ask you to stay I would rather roll and take my chances Something new that's gonna pull me awake And fear, there's always something Twenty's talk is gonna sweep you all away Looked around and I don't feel like diving If I'm gonna go it's not gonna be a shallow grave I'm running hard but not from fear of dying Why? It's not how I say goodbye