mr. fuck up

I'm a fucking pessimist My intelligence tells me I'm rational But my rationale is relative I'm the glass half empty kid I am half ass sentiments about messiness I am too depressy to settle it So I sit and I sulk and I wallow in fucking emptiness And I swallow the fucking bottle of sedative And I riddle my head with mental pestilence Something to relish in Fucking pessimist I'm a fucking idiot I complain about all these fucking issues No solutions just self pitying And shit talking And teethless barking Bout being an artist Piece of shit fucking hypocrite I am full of fucking bullshit I am bullheadead I bulldoze logic with emotion I am drama and commotion I know that the way that I move is fucking hideous It's so ridiculous Fucking idiot I'm so fucking arrogant I could respect you but I see you As a point of fucking comparison I'm my fucking pretentious tattoo in fucking Arabic My reminder to stay fucking humble Isn't that fucking ironic I called myself a king and then a God Because Rashad was never fucking good enough I am useless fucking hysterics With gratuitous fucking swearing This shit is fucking embarrassing Fucking arrogant I'm fucking this I'm fucking that I'm fucking everything I am so fucking fucking I couldn't be fucking celibate I wrote my fucking narrative And made myself the fucking enemy I played this fucking melody I waste my fucking energy Not changing fucking anything I'm just a broken fucking record Just a broken fucking record Just a broken fucking record Still I wrote this fucking broken fucking record For fucking what What do I fucking do it for This fucking pen These fucking lines This fucking mic These fucking words This fucking beat This fucking song No fucking point The fucking world Is fucking ending Who can motherfucking stop it Fucking God A fucking king A fucking hero Fucking prophet Not Rashad Not Rashad Not Rashad Not Rashad I am not the fucking one I am not the fucking one I am not the fucking one And even if I fucking was Still no motherfucking point This fucking album's Fucking done I'm a f*ck up Mr. F*ck Up