I Had To

Standing here all alone waiting for you To knock on my door 'Cause I told you to leave even if I don't want to I don't know what it is in my head Even though I know that you're what I need Here I am crying and I'm wishing that I didn't said the things that I told you but Nothing's gonna ever change 'cause you left me I didn't even said I'm sorry For breaking your heart baby While I was breaking yours I was also breaking mine If only I could tell you the reason I wouldn't think twice but I think its the best for the both of us If we wouldn't go any further than this I just want all the best for you I don't want you to get hurt If you knew that I'd be gone soon Here I am crying and I'm wishing that I didn't said the things that I told you but Nothing's gonna ever change 'cause you left me I didn't even said I'm sorry For breaking your heart baby While I was breaking yours I was also breaking mine (Why did I told you to leave me when all I want is for you to be near) Baby I'm still waiting for you to call me everyday and night Believe me what I did it hurt me too but I just know it isn't right Reminiscing all the summers that we spent Oh missing it when you wake me up and say Sweet things oh god I miss you so bad