my silence was my crescendo

I didn't react I held myself back I wanted you to think That I had forgiven you Kinda glad that ur delusional Illusions can be beautiful so I don't know If you ever noticed when I broke Cuz that's when I built my smokescreen You've been blinded ur entire life It was your ego's fault now I've made it mine What you thought was my defeat Were your last chances to breathe I took pity You never noticed my control I had you in a chokehold You'd only notice if I ever spoke but My silence was my crescendo You never saw me coming Cuz I was already that close You never noticed my control I had you in a chokehold You'd only notice if I ever spoke but My silence was my crescendo Now you get to choose Your final excuse Please don't waste it on One you've already used You've burnt me I'm charred Ashes fall apart Therefore so would I At least that's what you thought I need you to blame Not what caused your flame You never noticed how I craved your pain I'm a ripple in your ocean of waves You'd only notice if I ever spoke But my silence was my crescendo Now you'll finally know your fucking place Dug it urself Come lie in my grave